star!

2009-02-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Last post

well, this shall be my last post for rhapsody-inblues. really would miss posting here. with all those memories that roughly makes up my 2008 year. It was definitely one of the best growing years. (:

Anyway, i would be keeping another online diary. Won't relink the new blog here but you can get it from me offline. for friends(:

Okay i shall end this blog.

Farewell, rhapsody-inblues.

2009-01-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

CNY♥

sorry late by like horribly alot of days but ohwell!(:

Had a great holiday though. get to see so many relatives and stuff. love the reunion feel.:D

nothing much. lazy to go into details.

goodness, cowards i'll say!

2009-01-21T23:00:00.004+08:00

Cockroach!

just got back from piano lesson. came home 1024. rushed attendance and sent out at 1028(:

Anyway, school today was pretty fun. We decorated our classroom to the max and it is like sooooo red!(: yay love our classroom. shall upload the pictures once my classmates have uploaded.

“I don’t know what to say if we lose class deco competition” says Valentia.
“I will cry if we don’t win man.” WPS.

hahaha and math and chem lessons are getting more interesting too.

Math lesson- “charlotte and gang” bullies mdm leon lol. She was forced to comment and say that our class deco will win-.-

Chemistry lesson – “charlotte and gang” bullies again. Lol. Damn funny we made him do a comparison with his form class><

Ohh and COCKROACH.D: hahaha halfway while he was explaining redox reactions, 405 started screaming and Lydia teo came in and said, “sorry mr tan. My student is catching a cockroach that happens to have escaped into your class”

Lol. Jing dian. The entire block of tables near the my classdoor hurry stood on their chairs. lol.and its freaking comical, especially when you see our class in this horrid mass and everyone’s trying to grab their bag and stuff that are strewn all over the place. Hahaha moment of panic!><

Ahwells. At the end Mr tan caught it for us and by the time lesson ended. Interesting(:

2009-01-20T21:42:00.004+08:00

Shit Day

Proud to say my first pms-ing day of the year. or rather, night.

Whatever. It was a bad day cause:

1. Idiotic/disgusting/annoying braces.

my tongue bleed alittle cause of that irritating hook that hooks the rubberband. -.- seriously i nearly died during chinese lesson when i had to lang du ke wen and the fact that i cannot hun shui mo yu. ><

2. The inability to eat

oh my gosh. it's worse than those dieting ppl that i know. i practically cant chew anything.

3. Bus home

Goodnesss gracious. this mid-fifty guy( or at least he looks around that age) was like attempting to squeeze up the bus. like hello IT WAS ALREADY SQUASHING ME AND MY VIOLIN. -.- oh and he was went,"hou mian de ren jing qu!" and he was practically shouting next to my ear. Seriously, my ears nearly fell off. -.- oh and he said this to the bus driver,"wei shen me ni de tou fa zhe me duo quan quan" =.- hello his hair was like maggee mee. -.-

Sigh. whatever!

2009-01-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

Crazy Day

school ended at 2.05.

went to dentist at the east. chiong 154 and mrt when i saw "towards pasir ris - 1 min"

Reached at 3.30. was late by 45 mins.

Done with dental by 430. saw the mrt signage that says, " towards boonlay - 1 min"

reached home and bathe. was 5 plus alr.

Chiong vln till 6.

Dinner

Off to vln lesson at 630.

lesson till 8.

went to grandma's place.

back home at 9.

To dos: Chem SPA trial writeup.

End of the day: jawache and slight fever. pwnage.

2009-01-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

WEEKENDS

i just love the weekends. wasn’t at home for practically most the time though.

Saturday was spent mostly at YO and dinner/shopping. My parents went all the way to IKEA just for the chicken wings.>< had pasta and well, the wings were good i guess. It was relatively less oily yet tasty. Magic of the Sweden grills. Lol.

Whatever. Today managed to get things down. Spent the day counting bar numbers for Beethoven sym, went through physics pressure and attempted chem ws. Went out ~~again~~ and ended up at the stadium. 5km jog. Sigh next time target 6km and soon it will be 10km. (: had late dinner and by the time I reached home it was closed to nine.

Tired><

P.S. oh my gosh chicken wings actually reminded me of my junior. She and her awful obsession over chicken wings and murtabak. ><

2009-01-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

(Practical) Day

-.- School today was full of practicals! chem and bio. we had Lang arts lesson at the SAC centre also. goodness. all for the (practical) day. >< spend like only 2 hours in classrooms.

bio assignment and physics assignment due tmr. barely finished bio after like 2 nights of research over the difference between "limitation" and "disadvantage". -.- sigh. whatever whatever to schoolwork. cant be bothered anymore.

Sudden realization: Time changes everything.

P.S. almost pms cause of stupid bio assignment. saved myself.

P.P.S. i'm leaving physics to chiong tmr.

2009-01-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

Oh my, oh my.

great. was about to read up and do bio practical for tmr when i realized i've stupidly left it in school. -.-

i'm hopeless.

and when i was supposed to come online and start working on math assignment, i ended up browsing kimjunghoon's fan-based livejournals for icons. and it lasted for like at least half an hour. ><

whatever man. KJH craze is back(:

2009-01-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

Lucky Day (not)

oh my goodness. Today's horrid.

D: stuff:

1. I slept during physics today. That goes my first failure in my list of goals in 2009.

2. Semi-slept during chinese.

3. i stupidly forget to bring my organiser. felt so lost without it!D:

4. forget to bring my bio notes to mug in school when there's like bio quiz today-.-

5. forget (again) to bring my LA speech cards when I had speech thing today><

:D stuff!

1. diligently did chem ws in class.

2. attempted to understand pressure. (which i didnt get it at the end but still><)

3. no math nor IH lessons! most pwnage.

oh my goodness. i'm sure today's a great day. ><

2009-01-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Weekends

very busy (as usual).>< made myself wake up before 9 on both days. -.- It did work but wasnt effective. might as well sleep in.

Alot of stuff happened this weekend. ohmygosh.

ahwells. hope for a great week ahead.

P.S. i am starting to like ~~incoherent~~ short posts

2009-01-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

TGIF

yes. finally's the weekend.

waited for weekend for very very long already.Finally can sleep in ohmygosh.

and and have i mentioned my organiser's filled with SO less work to do that i had no more space to write under fri/sat/sun?

nyeh.

2009-01-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

Beginning of Sec four's so similar to sec three's end of year.

goodness.

2009-01-07T15:48:00.002+08:00

School

Oh my. cant explain how busy i am lately but it makes you feel useful and satisfying>< like your day hasn't gone to waste. lol not saying it's a good thing but it's part of my attempt to look on the bright side of life. Moreover it's only like January. more to come i'll say. heh.

Anyway, side note -days are getting busier, hence lesser time for blogging etc. Pardon heh! (:

P.S. i literally slept during chinese lesson today. ohmygosh.

P.P.S. i'm feeling nerdy these days. (:

2009-01-04T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sweet Sixteen.

oh my. i'm like officially sixteen! goodness it's like seriously old. ><><

Anyway, had like 3 celebrations. one during strings chalet/exco night (<3 exco!), one yesterday with my cousin/granny and one with my family today. My cousin and i happen to share the same birthday and my granny two days later. had this simple dinner with loads and loads of food! champagne ftw!:D photos with my ahyi thoughD:

today!:D

DEAR SHIRTAN CALLED ME AT 1158 AND WISHED ME ON 1200!<3 love her loads!:D hahaha fine lah she's the first one to wish me!:D and and jiaquan thought he was first lol. KNS PWN:D

haha anyway thanks to those who wished me today by sms/call/facebook/blog!(: Shall attempt to rmb everyone(chrological order if i can rmb!). my memory fails! Shirtan!<3 jiaquan evelyn(!!) jaslyn<3 jingyi(eh rmb nc16 date heh!) alvin jerry ivan!<3 puijeng jonv congning zicong amelia-flybrain! yuanmei cao nickhan fellowpspstwinnie! kristal sipei puiian kenneth wth cc xiaoyou!

nyeh and not forgetting fellow face-bookers!:D i decided not to do wall-to-wall reply if not fb will die and my hotmail will hang.lol anyway thanks loads(:

Anyway, this year's presents were like the most awesome gifts i've ever gotten in my life. thanks mummy daddy loads!<3>< oh oh my brother was sweet too. he gave me 3 red roses(: and it dont stand for ILY but ivan mummy and daddy. yay love them loads. :D

goodness. Today's simple ♥!

2009-01-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

First day of school

Oh my goodness. all for the nice start of the year. Felt so sian the whole day. Had the usual auditorium talks, classcomm elections etc. oh i actually slept through both talks.(!!!) like seriously eyelid drooping , sound fading, and plop!:D oh my goshh >< poor qiuru! i was leaning on her the whole time of audi talk D: hahaha whoops! Should have added "do not sleep during audi talks" as one of the goals for 2009><

Oh. but being the oldest in the school feels weird too. Used to think that sec 4s live in their own world and were untouchable when i was sec one. hmm and classrooms right at the science block makes us feel more isolated from everything. D:

Sigh anyway afternoon was cca mini-concert rehearsal. was super tired. stoned. ohwells. Anyway, we have ms chia and mrs chua mei hong(last year's physics teacher) as FTs. pwnage. Ms chia's our last year FT so should be fine!(: and the latter should be good too. Though she seems to like to use alot of physics science words as analogies for our PCCG lessons>< haha nevertheless, i'm looking forward to working with both teachers. Great. yay.(:

ah. i'm tired. someone helpD:

2009-01-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

First day of school

Oh my goodness. all for the nice start of the year. Felt so sian the whole day. Had the usual auditorium talks, classcomm elections etc. oh i actually slept through both talks.(!!!) like seriously eyelid drooping , sound fading, and plop!:D oh my goshh ><><

Oh. but being the oldest in the school feels weird too. Used to think that sec 4s live in their own world and were untouchable when i was sec one. hmm and classrooms right at the science block makes us feel more isolated from everything. D:

Sigh anyway afternoon was cca mini-concert rehearsal. was super tired. stoned. ohwells. Anyway, we have ms chia and mrs chua mei hong(last year's physics teacher) as FTs. pwnage. Ms chia's our last year FT so should be fine!(: and the latter should be good too. Though she seems to like to use alot of physics science words as analogies for our PCCG lessons>< haha nevertheless, i'm looking forward to working with both teachers. Great. yay.(:

ah. i'm tired. someone helpD:

2009-01-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh.

First day of my year = ><

very confused and i also don't know why.

& currently addicted to thunder by boys like girls and breathless by shayne ward. two nice songs><

2009-01-01T01:54:00.002+08:00

Welcome, 2009.

Yes. As what Caoyun have mentioned in her blog, celebrating the new year online doesn't seem to be a good start. But ohwells, the upcoming year is up to us to make it good/memorable one.

As far as i am concern, i am going to spend more time with nyse for the next 4 months. You may think it is ridiculous but yes i am applying foresight and stepping down is nearing. Cherishing these few months and going to make the best out of it.

Talking about spending more time with nyse, i'm afraid but i've compromised it with the disband-ation(-.-) of FBR. I guess its better for us and since it's the new year, it's time for us to grow up and prioritise what's more important. And we chose a good day for it to be die. 0101 2009, 12.12am. (: i hope that ends FBR off nicely though. Will reminisise the memories and cherish the friendship.

I hope we did the right thing. oh, and i wish for a better year ahead, hope to learn more stuff and grow up(:

RIP, fruits beyond repair.

2008-12-31T16:39:00.007+08:00

Bye, 2008.

Last post of the year. Got tons of reflections and i guess this is the year that changed me the most. Compare now and sec two eoy, it's totally like super different. siao-ness/highness definitely gave way and I GOT MORE INTROVERT. haha no kidding. Enjoyed more solitude than ever.

Reflection of my academic life, it's pathetic. Copying answers in the morning (and normally its bio ws cause dunno how to do) is like some routine every friday. -.- and attempting to memorise all bio chapters the night before bio exam was the most daring/unforgettable thing i've ever done. And not forgetting that 30 mins before the exam, i have not touched human/plant transport and nutrition.><

Conclusion, bio and me in 2008 is no link.

Highlights of the year - knowing 304. Leaving 203. obs in march. nyse's carnegie. elections. teachers day celebration. eoy. fbr. bbq at sigpark. Camp. Concert. fbr.switz&paris. nyse bbq.

Alotof major things happened this year, especially the later part of the year i guess. Knew the other side of people and learning to be immune to such things made me even stronger. Didn’t knew i was that weak but hey, that's growing up. i feel so glad to have those experiences and seriously, dealing with those stuff that once killed me made me see through more people. Haha i've learnt the art of daoing all those nonsense and as long as my conscience clear, the truth will behold. (:

Oh there's one more. The art of calming myself when something screws up. It looks as if I don’t care about it but nah, it’s called dealing the problem calmly lol. No need to freak out cause it is never going to help. Sigh I guess there’s still room for improvement though, must KAN4KAI1 more often. If not i’ll end up emoing everyday and develop darker (and more swollen) panda eyes. -.- Haha. But in overall I guess those two are those few things that I’ve made conclusion of after 2008. (:

Heh. Anyway goals for next year: MUG like siao. -.- especially after syf.

going to chiong mugging like crazy. And heh i can’t stand my lack of efficiency these days. Especially with msn. Attempts to do work on msn always fails and it usually takes like 2-3 hours more than it should to get it completed.. hahaha really dislike the msn temptation. ><

Ahwells. I shall welcome 2009 with open arms. My last year in nanyang haha. Foresight foresight><

P.S. I went to play xbox with my dad and bro. burnout paradise and forza are the aftermath of playing one time of daytona. ><
P.P.S. and the feeling was relatively the same cause i installed the xbox steering wheels and foot pedal. joan we die><

2008-12-30T18:31:00.004+08:00

Back from nyse chalet. Well. paid 20 bucks (ex to the max) for an additional night with dear exco. Anyway, afternoon was fun. Conclusion= when joan's scared, she attempts to look down and never look up(: hahahahah. pwns me can. and SHE WANTS TO SIT BESIDE ME. Stupid caoyun always break us up. -.- oh me and caoyun pwn the most. we got this zai power. caoyun + kim = C&K = Calvin Klein = power;D hahaha anyway fast forward. Daytona pwns. ><

Dinner at fish&co express! KNS shared student meal save money! oh and joanny and i went mad. too much jellybeans. and and their restaurant's audio system rocks. all the nice songs and WOMANIZER!:D HAHAHA. JOAN CAN MEMORISE OMG SO CUTE:D hahahaha and seeing certain kind of girls *coughs* eating SO fast. cant stand it i eat so slow that they pwn me. (haha inside joke + sarcasm!) walked the rest to the bus stop with shir well cao reg joan went back cause apparently cao was *dead tired*. -.- i believe lah. Anyway, we bought mocha iceblended from coffee bean after that before heading back to the room.

reached the room unit and heard some freaking-out-cause-of-something's voice from inside. Stupid Joan refuse to let me go in to the room and thanks ah i waited outside so long. -.- Took them like ard 2 mins to open the door and the o.o thing came. dark room. darl people. dark everything. almost cant see. -.- Joan +shir brought me to the bbq pit behind the chalet room. saw three things. okay 5. reg + supposedly tired cao + joan + shir + cake. >< hahaha

THANKS FOR THE CAKE AND COWBERLYN(with the music note)!<3>< haha and mocha flavoured! Yay(:

ah after that was like exco night chill out. Reflections on ensemble stuff then digress to personal stuff. Girls talk lasted till like 4 plus~hahaha slept at 530! Nearly died when random people (I cant rmb sorry was half awake) woke me at 930.zzz lol.

had breakfast and stone till like afternoon for the seinors to come. haha bbq was O.O. mini fire><>< hahaha anyway was quite funny and saw many seniors back!:D omg and food everywhere. ;D got so dirty and well, at least i had some fun near the fire(: hahaha nice advanced celebration for sixteen.love SCJR loads!<3

2008-12-28T01:27:00.001+08:00

Completed evaluation + chinese sia today! AT LAST. (:

hiatus till 30th!:D

2008-12-27T02:15:00.002+08:00

ESSAY, ESSAY, ESSAY

i shall foresee this post to be anti-climax but ohwells.

Things to be done before 2009:

1. EOY essay (rewriting.brain dead.)
2.Evaluation Report. (another essay><)
3. Chinese SIA
4. Math probability chapter inclusive of 2 assignments
5. music stuff.

and considering the fact that i would be away from the 28th to the 1st jan, i'm left with tmr only. sigh. how nice to have clearance sales like those happening in orchard. i'd offer 1 switz chocolate per purchase. best deal in spore. -.-

><

2008-12-25T16:52:00.003+08:00

Bonjour! BACK FROM SWITZ&PARIS!:D

great. currently suffering from this jetlag that makes you cant sleep.>< have not been sleeping ever since christmas eve heh. oh and i spend my christmas countdown right above bengal sea!:D Hello, not everyone can countdown above sea one okay. yayness.:D

haha anyway i shant blogged day by day but rather the highlights i guess.

Let's see. Switzerland definitely owns Paris. The latter's far too chaotic for a holiday vacation. more like shopping spree can. Anyway highlights of Switzerland's the CHOCOLATE AND SKII-ING!(: i bought like tons of swiss chocos back! We attended this chocolate-making lesson by this choco-specialised restaurants. ohmygosh. the Paves are heaven. Truffle's one of the best too. uhmmm. Our swiss fondue dinner was like quite good i guess. basicially it's just cheese, meat and chocolate fondue. haha yumm.><

Anyway the skiing was ultimate too. we went up to this relatively steep slope on mount titlis. gosh. fell down like dunno-how-many-times can. haha everyone fell and it got quite funny after awhile.>< Anyway the moment you are in control and on the way down slope, it accelerates and plus the wind = SHUANG. hahaha oh but i got this relatively serious bruise on my knee though. its SO small that i cant see.(: hahaha.

We went to the top of europe -Jungfraujoch too. 4000+m above sea level. when we were at the top it was like -15 degree celsius and whats more, 45km/h of wind blowing against you. snowflakes piercing the face and redness around the ears. haha. that few seconds outside is just awesome i guess. :D

As for paris, its alot of history lessons + shopping at gallary la fayette. zzz i thought champs elysee was a much better shopping spot ><><

Oh talking about crossants. i'm loving it in switz/paris. everyday 2 crossants and butter. yumm. haha and not forgetting the bacon, ham, sausages, scrambled eggs and cereals. 9 breakfast of the same sort. ><

Anyway, it was like shopping paradise, especially for my mum in paris and dad in switz. bro and me were like stuck in boutiques that dont even sell stuff that we use. oh except the swatch watches though. haha bought quite a number of it, most of them being their countries edition where it isnt for sale in other countries. yeah thats all. ><

That's why i say, switz was more fun than paris and hoho learnt a couple of german/french(but not being able to spell-.-).

ahwells. Nice experience and i didnt want to come back to spore. heh switzerland ftw!:D

au revoir!

P.S. decided to upload the photos on facebook!:D

2008-12-15T22:13:00.001+08:00

HIATUS

away till christmas! switz/paris(:

2008-12-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Post-concert blues.

Sul Ponticello's over.

For the first time, i felt that unity in nyse. That common goal inside to give our best as an ensemble. Certainly, that wasnt our best but i guess most of us enjoyed the music. At least for me, that is. Looking at random juniors while playing and getting a smile in return's great. sigh shuo le ye bu ming bai de. ><

Anyway,i guess i've learnt alot in the process. shant really elaborate but i'm grateful for the experience. Chionging proposals, doing up schedules, giving annoucements, freaking out for solutions after screwups. And of course, the constant thing in my head that tells me not to rahrah not to rahrah. It had successfully drilled in my head that it became part of me. Sounds like i am possessed but no. haha it's just self-realization i guess.

Ahwells. post-concert blues are really bad. teared alittle after reading caoyun's post. and yes i didnt had foresight to prepare for reality. should have prepared and numbed myself before today's concert. i guess i wasnt mature enough. sigh. plus, listening to never had a dream come true reminds me of bbq.

okay now's qing tian. and seriously, the fact that reality's going to smack right in my face tells me to stop listening to those songs before i sink even further.

Sigh i shall stop here. i just wanna say that i will miss FBR alot. ):

2008-12-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

in less than 24 hours, Sul Ponticello will be over. okay nvm i am looking forward to tmr.(:

yay:D

2008-12-11T16:33:00.002+08:00

MONTAGE

watched camp montage just now again. relieving memories and i am missing camp! i missed all the running around, screwing ups and sleeping late. And in the midst of having post camp blues, it's 3 more days to Sul Ponticello.

Time flies.

2008-12-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Rehearsals went well today.sigh super tired. ><

2008-12-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

SLEEPING MARATHON.

Today rocks.

woke up at 8.

finished breakfast at 830.

ate drowsy medicine.

Slept while watching tv for 0.5 hours.

sofa's uncomfortable - went up to my bedroom

slept till 1pm.

lunch.

-.- haha anyway went shopping in town. Got pretty much stuff. Yay and fake jollibean!Some random shop that sells bean-related products but isnt as nice as jollibean.D: horribly disappointed at the quality of my cheese-flavoured bean thing.):

Ahwells. Rehearsals tmr.

2008-12-07T14:01:00.006+08:00

STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2008

just got back from there. Supported daddy and ivan. Daddy clocked 3.44hours for full!awesome! haha saw uncle james standing beside the deejay! :D ivan ran with shaoquan though. hahaha he has tomato face after running!(: ahwells. ivan + shaoquan = me out of place. so the whole day was spend occupying with my cam.

Oh. talking about cam, i just got one last week. EOS 1000 + external thing that zooms. -.- fine lets called it the zoomers. Its that waterbottle size of thing that u insert to the original camera for further zoom-mage. -.- okay never mind, that isnt the point. The point is, that camera's IMBA.(like FBR) oh my gosh played with it the whole morning and took imba pictures.

Sigh okay nvm. Joan just signed off from mass convo and my computer happened to lag. zz were talking about our future (again). how anticlimax. ahwells.

P.S i'm starting to get post-camp blues and yes i know i am lagging. -.-

2008-12-06T10:24:00.004+08:00

NYSE-HCISO camp's finally over.

wonder if i'm supposed to feel sad that it's over or to feel happy cause' no more chionging work till late nights anymore. OH AND NO MORE NIGHTMARES.>< Anyway, i'm glad that at least some people enjoyed the camp, although some people might have thought oherwise. shall comfort myself that the fact remains that we cant possibly please everyone, and that we have tried our best. well, at least no major accidents happened.

sigh. it's rather amazing how we settled down 86 campers in that tiny salt centre and get everyone quiet to listen to pres/chair. Some of us lost our voice by the 2nd day and were chionging to caoyun for strepsils. had a mini exco strepsils fight with caoyun showing slight bias-ness to *ahems* though heh. Ahwells. i supposed this camp made me realized my voice potential.-.- never did i realized that i could roar hahaha. yay caoyun i'm going to win you in roaring. oh but the fact remains that microphones are still the best creation-.- never place your larynx at risk unless neccesary. you wont want your voicebox to explode.-.-

oh and my high fever was running after me on the 3rd day but didnt realized till the afternoon.=.- cant stand my stupidity and it is highly annoying me. thought i was feeling warm due to the hot sun-.-. ahwells. 3 hours of sleep for both nights i laugh(:

Come to think, i kind of made new friends and understand FBR mates even more. Never did i know that jiaquan's____ skills were so imba and zhaohong actually CRAPS. D: zz the violas(: hahaha yay despise despise! oh and sorry to those people that i was spraying/pouring water on for the big game! it was all for fun :D

Anyway, i need to thank nyse for being cooperative despite the super duper packed and tiring camp schedule. oh and to bear with all our screwups and trying to settle the guys with our roaring. and and the fact that we cant do our traditional waterbombing. ):

next, i need to thank FBR for being so ________. (cant think of a word to describe) we hardly ever quarrelled and it's super amazing since our exco is like super big and the ensemble's even bigger.><>< hahaha logistics was the most imba. kudos to zh (small one) and joan hahaha. 1000 water bags and 15 ponchos i laugh(:

Conclusion, this camp indeed bring loads of us together and i guess all our working-till-1/2am since 2 months ago was paid off!(: oh and our last minute montage skills rocks. did for both nights and realized that all pictures were gone 1 hour before camp closure(: re-did everything publish 2 times stil wrong. >< really pwn until cannot pwn already.

FBR's ownage.

"Always look on the bright side of life" - quote of the camp(:

P.S. jiayou for concert. as what alwyn said in the email, the journey hasnt ended.

P.P.S. this post is as long as my commonweath essay.><

2008-12-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

):

This week's like some rollarcoaster. trust me you wont want to ride it.D:

Anyway sad things aside, fbr bbq was (: singing sessions are love and thanks alvin for the food:D oh and i realized that many ppl are actually quite *coughs* hahaha shall leave it censored. decided not to upload pictures here but on fb.

NYSE-HCISO CAMP TMR TILL FRIDAY. Going to make sure it's a success(:

2008-11-29T23:46:00.004+08:00

Finally had time to update!

SNYO concert was yayness!(:

i love the masquerade and polka! hahaha trumpet shock yay! oh and joan yx sandy jiale audrey came. evelyn didnt but she represented herself with this cute rubber ducky! hahaha yesyes bathtub + duckys +submarines!

went home and immediately plop to bed. whole day of orchestra kills k. my back and neck nearly died lah. hahaha.

FBR!(:

snyo vln2! +johnson haha.

2008-11-28T00:59:00.002+08:00

FBR meeting in the late morning till 6. had loads of fun zihigh-ing, especially singing songs by the road. i laugh(:

rushed like mad to VCH for yo rehearsal. TMR'S CONCERT(:

reached home at 11pm.

super duper tired.

2008-11-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

STUPID INTERNET IS DRIVING ME MAD.

2008-11-26T02:03:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness. *looks at clock*

yay at least i've finished doing minutes + super duper extremely micro camp schedule!:D

Exco meeting at my place today and cca tmr!(:

2008-11-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today's drama, again.

Sudden realization that there's so much more to learn in life. ohmygosh. its horribly unmugg-able. -.- I need a tuition teacher though. How nice if all these lessons can be put into powerpoint slides/handouts/notes and all we have to do is read and learn.

I wished Santa drops me notes on life through my huge pocket socks for Christmas.

2008-11-23T01:23:00.004+08:00

sigh. i'm sad.):

ahwells its okay. normal. i just need my mp3 to sleep.

2008-11-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

10 hours of orchestra rehearsals nearly killed my back today. and whats not, the backache somehow leads to neck ache. -.-

hurray! i'm getting aches everywhere.

2008-11-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

1 hour of crying. sure enough to fill a bucket.

well, at least everything's trashed out.

>< my eyes):

2008-11-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

ZZZ. BLOGGER ATE MY POST. -.- anwyay i am so retyping cause today's happy day!(:

went out with shir zicong congning zhihao zhenyi to plaza sing. mini FBR meeting heh! watched quantum of solace!:D

anyway, meeting was supposed to be at 11am. hahaha ended up everyone was late and yay i was like the first to arrive k. (: [the guys took the train after mine-.-] anyway because of SOMEONE, i decided to take to outram to meet her!<3 hahaha super funny. we thought the guys were pissed and after comtemplating, i made a U-turn and went to meet the guys at plaza sing first. -.- haha.

4 mrt rides = met at 1pm(:

hahaha anyway realized that we were quite early before the cinema opens. decided to kill time and be LIFT LOBBY SERVICEMAN(: hahaha 6 of us took the lift from the 7th flooor down to basement and well, repetitions:D hhahaha. killed time and well watched movie! shared large popcorn and nachos. quite funny. stupid zicong was holding on to the popcorn till the end of the show and ohmytian, there were SO MUCH left. hahahha lbr lbr!(:

Went for late lunch at KFC 'cause the guys need lunch i guess. shared cheese fries with shir(: haha everyone ate except zhenyi. off he went with his girlfriend. loser lah cn. everyone saw except him, even more LBR than zicong. ahwells. hahah.

PLAYED CARD GAMES. SLAP JACK/KING!<3 hahaha! its some game that test your reaction. same concept as heart attack but diffrent game. hoho apparently slap jack' the easier version of slap king. haha played slap jack first. zhihao and congning got owned like mad, with the latter screwing up like (*&^%*&hahaha! can infer on their reaction rate(: oh but guess what, played slap king and ohmytian. congning won. -.-no kidding. haha he claims that he has hidden talent for cards. RIGHT.(:

ahwells. shir bought stuff from china! yay cute pretty bear(: oh and zicong too.:D cn, ITS BIGGER THAN YOURS. -.- hahahaha. suan on purpose(:

anyway shall show some random msn convos. hoho.

me: i didnt bbq prawns before leh.-.-
cn: i also, later they walk on the grill. omg. super errr.
me: HAHAHA.

yay(:

2008-11-14T21:54:00.004+08:00

This is horribly amusing.

zicong: ohmygoodness.
kimberlyn.: hahahha just say TIAN lah
zicong: eh its your fault >.<
kimberlyn.: haha in what way
zicong: hahahaha cos you persuaded me that ohmytian is gay.

HAHAHA. NIAO. -.-

OHMYTIAN.

P.S SHIRTAN IS TOUCHING DOWN IN 1 HOUR TIME!:D

2008-11-13T00:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, things get too complicated and in the midst of attempting to avoid, it just make me thought even more.

oh and its been long since i've gotten to this low peak on my mood/month graph. heh.

2008-11-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

ahhh SHIR TAN SHIHUI. HURRY COME BACK. GOT ALOT OF STUFF TO TELL YOUU):

sigh.

2008-11-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

After like 3 hours of bridge/taitee on viwawa yesterday, i managed to lose quite a number of rounds and got kicked out. haha so yes, that explains why i'm blogging.

Anyway, i went to do library service today!oh my tian! it was horribly amusing.

Conclusions for the day

1. Not all caucasians are nice.i got dao-ed by one today.

2. Fierce-looking aunties may look intimidating but they can get super nice.(:

3. Ahma's the cutest people on earth. they laugh at their own jokes that amuses me and makes me laugh.

4. I think freebie pens are attractive. lol

and goodness! i managed to get 15 ppl to sign up for that e-notification thingy! in 2 hours(: hhahhaha its a big deal okay, considering the fact that there arent much people coming to the library on a monday morning.heh.

yayness!:D

2008-11-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

Jonathan, Alvin, Zicong and I attempted online bridge. wow. haha PLAYING BRIDGE OVER 3 COUNTRIES IS COOLIO.(: was like ROFL-ing in front of my computer like some retard!>< oh but despite the failure attempt of ppl accidentally closing their bid window, it gets kind of fun. especially when you boot people. hahahaha. SOME ppl just had so laggy computers and poor zicong had to keep on booting people out of the room. haha.

sigh playing whatever sushido with joan congning and alvin. sigh buzhidao zen me wan! haha and we have decided to go viwawa instead. stupid cn dunno how to paly bridge so cannot play. LBR LAH D:

FBR ROOM HEH:D

anyway yesterday's blog quiz was like resulting in flooding of tagboard yay! shall do tag replies(:

ALVIN: hahaha i so do not miss everybody. and u jealous of us right!! aha jealous jealous!:D

JOAN: it so just happen to be innocent loh. ur name in cn's quiz is so O.O HAHAH.

ZH: eh haha my quiz and toilet super no link!aw and shir's jealous, hurry tag her blog heh!(:

JONATHAN: piang name so long. haha ehhh i also think until 15 then i anyhow put name-.- YAHOO BRIDGE pwn!:D

SHIRLYNN: EHHH D; hurry come back lahhh no one to rant and u know that feeling is back! hurry i need to rant):

ZICONG: *coughs* since when did you ever told me your surname. lol pls lah who should be the one jumping into the river! lol no more banging head against wall hahaha. YAHOO BRIDGE!:D

CN: hahaha zicong suan you! hahaha and for goodness sake pls go and learn bridge! heh

oh my tian. finally done. haha toodles people!(:

2008-11-07T16:47:00.004+08:00

Quiz from nick. lol its rare that i do quizzes okay(:

1)shir tan!(:
2)jaslyn!(:
3)caoyun!
4)joan!
5)regina!
6)peishan!
7)qiuru
8)nick han
9)tansingyee
10)congning
11)tianhao
12)zicong
13)alvin
14)zhihao
15)jonathan
16)ysabel chan
17)koh huilin
18)jiaquan
19) zhenyi
20)buzhidao le><

Q1. What's your relationship with 14? (Zhihao)

Fellow combined exco mate/FBR-ian/badminton-ist!(:

Q2. Do you love 6? (peishan)

AW FELLOW PSPS TWINNIE! haha she dont need my love. hahaha oops!(:

Q3. Did you see 13 naked before? (alvin)

O.O

Q4. How did you know 5? (Regina)

HAHA NYSE(: my fellow quarter mistress!! exco exco pwn!

Q5. Is 7 a boy or girl? (qiuru)

haha she's from NYGH for a reason but i am doubting her biological traits.

Q6. Is 9 your best friend? (singyee)

haha all i know is that she is our *coughs* headprefect and exschoolmate for like 5 years!(:

Q7. How old is 18 last year? (jiaquan)

15-1 = 14. yay i didnt fail math

Q8. What is 12's full name? (zicong)

mok zicong (after asking alvin heh)

Q9. Did you kiss 17 before? (huilin)

NO. hahaha ALMOST DID BY ACCIDENT. -.-

Q10. Can 4 be in a relationship with you? (Joan)

yeah man. i'm sure.

Q11. Who does 2 always hang out with? (JASLYN)
me!!(: haha maybe some aussie friends i guess!heh

Q12. What school does 10 go to? (Congning)
HC

Q13. What is 11's telephone number? (tianhao)

8_ _ _ _ _ _ _. go figure.

Q14. What did 1 tell you that you will always remember? (shir)

"eyes super pretty! like ___-" HAHAHA.

Q15. Are you very close to 15? (Jonathan)

HAHA. Someone who always get suanned by me. (:

Q16. What is the very special thing that you like about 3 the most? (Caoyun)
When she is lame! haha.

Q17. What do you hate about 8 the most? (Nick)

HAHA. He's horribly egoistic!:D

Q18. If people say bad things about 16, what would you do? (Ysabel)

HAHA. i will go,"OMG YSYSYSYS" lol!

Q19. Do you hate 20? (buzhidao)

hahaha. skip this-.-

Q20. What language does 19 speak? (zhenyi)

hahaha wo bu zhi dao. what can i coconut say!(:

People tagged to do: (basically those who have blogs-.-)
1) shir tan
2) jaslyn
3) caoyun
4) peishan
5)qiuru
6)congning
7) zicong
8)jonathan
9)huilin
10)jiaquan

Finally done. wow blog quizzes are chores. haha.

2008-11-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

Great. Managed to catch a breather from cca stuff after like 1 weeek of hardcore/everynight9to12 of cca-ing.

went to esplanade to meet up with the concert crew. Got quite alittle blur towards the end.especially when we were brief on the backstage. i was like O.O-ing through! so many things to do. die. ahwells caoyun if you see this, better fly back as fast as you can. DYING. haha. but ahwells look on the bright side, got treated to haagendass. yum yum cookies crunch heh.

today's spend mostly in school. woke up at 1030 by accident. >< but i am pro enough to rush out of house by like 1130 okay. yay.

ahh. i'm getting the stoning-in-front-of-computer-despite-knowing-there's-alot-of-such-to-do feeling. sigh):

gosh i sound so incoherent.

2008-11-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

DANG.

stayed at home the whole day. practiced vln/piano till about 1. went for lunch and was stuck in front of my computer till now. concert proposal concert proposal concert proposal.

ahwells. come to think, the feeling of freaking out when cao/shir isnt here is quite thrilling. haha and i was telling joan that there is always a point of time when you have too many things to do and all you did was stone in front of the computer. That rare moment of dumbness. PWN.

haha ahwells tmr's a long day yet again. FBR. get ownedD;

2008-10-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

Tonight's the last night talking to my exco together in mass! (not until 3 weeks later) sigh counting on, its like 21 days.

hope you guys have fun in china k! dont get to think of me and joan!(:

sigh alr missing you guys):

2008-10-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Temperature fluctuations.

It's either my thermometer's faulty or my body has conduction problem.

Pwnage.

2008-10-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

OH MAN.

CN AND I FINISHED OUR WRITE UP!:D

yes we pwn ~~shir/alvin's station.~~ HAHAHA(:

2008-10-29T00:13:00.004+08:00

OH MAN I AM SUPER TIRED.

Today was a long but fun day(:

Had school in the morning which was pathetic.Those people who arent in GCP are left stoning in school. went to slack my time off with sandy tab and their bandmate. woah managed to catch up so much!!:D

cca wasnt much either. read through bach! yay super fun sightreading and eyes nearly popped out for third mvt! hoho(: oh and ysabel thinks its fun too yayness!:D

After cca immediately chiong like siao off. meeting ended relatively/surprisely earlyO.O. and THERE ARE ALOT OF CUBICLES I SEE. LOL. ahwells. had dinner with FBR at kap.(: super malu plss. omg 2 circle and 2 square tables! we pwn. yay me and shir shared this student meal with mc flurry! didnt eat the burger though hoho. oh and hahaha my poor mc flurry, end up a dare item. I LAUGH CAN. gross gross!D: haha and yesyes I NEVER. :D shir's game!yay.

Decided to shop for fruits at coldstorage after that. HAHAHA TROLLEYS(: caojoanshirme just dump all our stuff into this trolley! yayness. GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE! hahaha slack at the fruits section for so long before we chose apples and stuff. SEAFOOD SECTION WAS PWNAGE. HAHAHA. CUTE LEGS AND IMBA SHELLS. i laugh(:

Anyway, i didnt managed to find my banana): SADNESS.

OHMYTIAN! EWWW. hahaha!:D

2008-10-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

oh my tian this is horribly amusing.:D

qiu: hey kimmie
me: O.O
qiu: tmr no school right?
me: YAH OMG. TMR DEEPAVALI.
qiu: cool. thanks!

WTH. hahahaha!LBRSS!(:

2008-10-24T23:21:00.003+08:00

These days are crap.

I need to regain self-confidence again. and, seriously everything's gapping. Whats not, i didnt started it off and poof, everythings gone.

wow. i'm speechless.

Is corporation that hard to ask for/

2008-10-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

2008-10-22T20:34:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness. D:

Everyone in the family's down with food poisoning and i am feeling strong!(: sigh running around the house like mad to carry out "errands". hello everyone is either puking/sleeping/diarrohea-ing. zen me ban. ):

anyway i didnt do well for papers today and neither do i feel the need to dwell on it any further. tmr's even worse - math and chinese. I CAN NEVER DO CHINESE! heh and people around can stop freaking out so that i wont freak out. it's influencing me at a horrible rate.

sigh i hate being so emotional. help.D;

2008-10-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

OMG I BAO-ED BY ALOT. D;

eh i need to control! 1408 messages. helphelphelpD: sigh first shoot of bills.zen me ban!D:

oh and I FLUNG MY PAPERS EXCEPT CHEM TODAY. yay hahaha failed bio too! aiya but lol i dont need to pass end of years for high marks in overall so yay. rather dont hardcore on bio. nyeh!:D

ahwells. feeling very zzz. buzhidaoweishenme! anyway FRUITS BEYOND REPAIR!(: yay. BE A BANANA. HEH.

2008-10-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

School's starting tmr after like 5 days!(:

greatness. i cant wait for school tmr, weirdly. return of test papers, stupid math rubbish test, cca(: yay.

Anyway short post up. currently stuck in a mass convo that i found constantly amusing and surprising. yay i am starting to feel so optimistic about everything now. :D

THIS WEEK SHALL BE A GOOD WEEK OF (:!

2008-10-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

THIS IS OWNAGE.

After 2 hours of intensive brainstorming, WE CAME UP WITH THIS SUPER CONFIRM ORIGINAL GAME. SHIR + KIM = KNS (!!!)

HAHAHA. and yes, seriously, it is hard to talk to brainblocked ppl. *stares at caoyun* And as always, joan's forever >.<-ing away 'cause she dont get it. At the end, we were so desperate that i went over to paint and started drawing out cause apparently msn refuse to let me use their paint. and whats not caoyun couldnt receive my file and HAHA = post on blog-.-

this is how desperate we are when it comes to making sure everyone knows something instead of screaming/flooding/spamming with doubts that nearly killed me.

YAY. In any case, we own. There's nothing too difficult for us!:D and yay finger exercise!(:

2008-10-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

YAYNESS.

Today was out the whole day after vln and piano in the morning. i just love it when i can spend my time in solitude in my room, especially the morning. Good start of the day.

yay. anyway was alternating between the hospitals, shopping centres and home these days. and yes my grandma's discharging tmr! i shall visit my granny's place everyday after school now. i missed ranting all my problems (that i dont want my parents to know) to her. sigh ahwells. ): stay optimisic optimisticD:

Anyway, just something that i thought, nicely end my day.

caoyun: ahh very fan2 nowadays
shir: we all areD:
joan: ><>< haha
joan: you can all err spread the fan,
joan; cuz im totally not fan at all ><
kimberlyn.: HAHAHAHA

just when everyone is freaking out, joan decided to say something so so anticlimax. ahwells love them loads. They never fails to make me happy(:

yay.random shoutout. CHEER UP TO ANYONE WHO IS ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN. EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE IF YOU THINK IT THAT WAY. QUOTES JOAN, " WALK TO THE SHIPS FRONT AND IT WILL NATURALLY BE STRAIGHT" (: (:

(haha sorry for the crap translation-.-)

2008-10-19T10:48:00.003+08:00

Yay i deleted yesterday's post.

I shall not bother about those D: stuff and continue remaining optimistic about everything. anyway shout out to shir joan and esp cy(and reghan). WE CAN DO IT AND LETS CONTINUE HIGHING LIKE ALWAYS(: AND TO REG. THAT APPLIES TO YOUR DUNNOHOWMANY POEMS AND RESEARCH ESSAYS YOU HAVE TO DO THERE!

yay. its o.O why i am high at this hour but its okay yay!(:

NYSE EXCO 0809 IS LOVE<3

-

2008-10-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

HEY GIRL DUN BOTHER. REALLY I THINK BITCHES&JERKS RULE THE WORLD MAYBE [: JUST IGNORE EVEN THE HAPPY TIMES YEAH. MORE FUN TIME IS COMING. CHEER UP! LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS<3

LOVELOVE. XOXO. happy guessing who am i :D

2008-10-17T01:45:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY FINISHED MY MINUTES. :D

sense of accomplishment!:D 8pm to 145am. 5h 45mins of minut-ing! (accompanied by usual online msn distractions and thesaurus for concert titles-.-)

great. i'm feeling happy after doing minutes. sigh but it always starts of with emo-ing.):

ahwells. It's getting late and i need to sleep. HORRIBLY SLEEP-DEPRIVED. D:

& so many things happened today/
&whatever. i'm feeling so sick of it.

2008-10-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

great. few rounds of puking, soaring temperature and headaches that feels like nuclear bombs.

i am so going to sit for my math paper tmr.

spare me from the gamma rays):

2008-10-12T22:38:00.004+08:00

greatness. chem's tmr and math on wed.

and what's after that, NO MORE:D

that day shall end my mugging season for a little while. have a great deal of cca work to catch up with. of course, spend more time with stravinsky(: i am so going to try to find out every bit of his life and as much as i want to have a peek into his mind, the process of looking into his brain gross me out. haha whoops! imagine going to find stravinsky's grave...... D:

hahaha whee. i shall sleep soon. been sleeping early yay. i cant stand myself zonking out in the day after sleeping for less than 4 hours a day.

ahwells. i shant be a plant anymore. no hands to play violin. and no fingers too. haha -imagine a plant playing vln-

LOTO. (: hahahha!

2008-10-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

this is bad. getting like less than 5 hours of sleep a day lately. totally so :/ these days. cannot cannot. I NEED THE SUN. photosynthesise me to produce ATP energy. urgh.

how nice if we were plants...

2008-10-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

serious cut on the knuckle of my left 4th finger = no writing no music.

tell me it is going to heal soon;

i feel like crying.

2008-10-10T16:37:00.004+08:00

YAY(:

everything seems so surreal. bio physics and math1's over. let's see. bio was D: but considering the fact that i spent less than a day for bio, it's good(: hahaha oh but i've concluded that ATTEMPTING TO MUG 4 CHAPTERS IN LESS THAN 2 HOURS BEFORE EXAM IS POSSIBLE.(: hahaha did experiment on myself and guess what, it works(: hahahah feel so proud of that can. and yeah it was like at 4am this morning that i realized i was left with 4 chapters untouched(: greatness. i just love my efficiency.

oh and HUMAN TRANSPORT ESSAY CAME OUT FOR OPTIONAL ESSAY. :D i was like super high i'd only spend only 5 mins(yes the last 5 mins i had before the paper) on human transport!the teachers just know what's on my mind:D

haha. feeling super lucky 'cause people like wangqian spend her life mugging human transport and HOHO. i spent 5 mins(: HAHAHA. oh but i was still relatively happy despite leaving a total of 11 marks blank.yay.(:

ahwells. anyway, i've concluded that exams do affects sanity. there are certainly a specific group of people *coughs* who reached school early in the morning and start laughig to herself over lame abbreviations. -.- hahaha and oh please! it's like still in the morning and u see this person in front of you laughing to herself. and and SHE RESEMBLES A HIPPO. so it's like = a laughing hippo attempting to read plant transport. HAHAHA.

oh my gosh. i'm so dead.-.-

2008-10-07T18:18:00.003+08:00

shall take a short 5 minutes break from math and blog!(:

sigh.hardcore exams starts tmr!physics and chinese tmr and oh my gosh, its like 8am-2pm of papers. ): of course, there's break in between but still!its so long and i can foresee my finger will have that swollen red lump thing (again) after chinese paperD:

oh and i am so totally died for bio. me and ps decided to spot questions for bio essay 'cause it is horribly impossible to memorise everything by friday. and yes nine chapters, and of which includes the most disgusting/confusing topic ever - human transport. urgh i cant stand that topic, tried to understand and end up zonking out like some retard. sigh this is bad. D:

ahwells. bio's going after my life man. and whats not, sleeping at 3am for a sec three isnt normal. i might as well die in sec four. whoots. i guess optimism is all i need badly now. optimism optimism optimism optimism!D:

sigh okay my 5 minutes is up. BACK TO MATH. D:

lub dub lub dub!-.-

2008-10-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

great. next week's physics math bio papers and my current state's :

physics = nothing done. read textbook twice. -.-

biology= read all the topics once or twice through

math = there's around 6 to 7 topics but did nothing other than trigo trigo trigo trigo.

i officially hates trigonometry, especially solving identities. D: it literally drives people mad and whats not, incurring a sleeping habit of 2-3am for like consecutive weeks. yay. trigo rocks and i'm so going to pass my math paper.

yeah right.

2008-10-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

great.

math drank my tears just now.

how nice. didnt know trigo half-angle/multiple angle formula has strong desires for aqueous sodium chloride.

oh and the worst thing, i keep getting distracted.D; mind thoughts ):

alright. 15 mins break from trigo and now back.

2008-09-30T00:58:00.003+08:00

oh and have i mentioned that my neck hurts alot? sigh its hurting like mad and i have totally no idea whats going on with those bones/trachea down there.

whatever. i have feeling that the trachea has nothing to do with the neck ache. ahwells. biology fails me and i have no intention of searching up pdf files/youtube videos. blame it on the lack of i-love-bio hormones in my system.

gosh i sense an urgent need for enzymes.

2008-09-29T23:25:00.006+08:00

IH, Language Arts and Chinese down. left with 3 sciences and math which starts 1 week later. great.(:

sigh. currently slacking off while peishan's having a fun time disecting her primary three malay composition books at the other end of singapore. -grins- oh and HAHA my dear shir is asking me to vet *censored*. hahaha. HYPOTHESIS<3

heh. feeling so :/ now. don't exactly know how to describe. argh whatever. dont know dont care dont wanna know! (haha codes from SHIR<33)>

alright. sudden realization that my post's rather incoherent. ah actually come to think, not like many would read my blog. well, that's good. at least i know it's somewhat private. great. was contemplating if i should create a private livejournal a while ago. ahwells.

on a lighter note, kimi raikkonen's awesome!(: ~~well, at least he dont have silly pitstop problems.~~ hahaha! dangling hose!:D

<3!sigh. why is it so hard to cheer myself up these days. call it emotional or lack of maturity. but i'm already trying hard to not get affected by unnecessary stuff so easily. maybe as what peishan says, i really do have a problem? ahwells. this's bad.

2008-09-27T01:24:00.009+08:00

FORMULA ONE WAS AWESOME. (:

it's carnival-liked. lol.They even brought hard rock cafe over!(:

YES. omg. dont ask me how i got this awesome shot!(:

Went walking around before the 2nd practice round. this place has two turns(:

carnival-liked once more!(:

that's ferrari booming past esplanade drive.(:

another ferrari.
Red Bull!

this is either the panasonic toyota or force india f1. cant see the pic clearly):

haha.Panosonic Toyota.

A nice corner for pictures 'cause cars go slow here.

& in the midst of getting that nice spot for corner shots, i just had to have a nice rubbish bin beside me. -.-

Great experience. Once in a life time. (thats if i dont watch anymore grandprix next time.) <3

&go away. gogogogo.D:

2008-09-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

look at this.

take courage. says:
y'know
take courage. says:
last night
take courage. says:
i dreamt of a really weird dream. like most other nights -.-
take courage. says:
dreamt of my art classmates
take courage. says:
and that there was an evil beetle
take courage. says:
in the house
take courage. says:
really evil. and moved really fast
take courage. says:
and wanted to kill someone/some people
take courage. says:
and a classmate of mine got turned into an insect somehow. an insect the beetle eats
take courage. says:
so they were having a fight, and my classmate nearly got eaten
take courage. says:
and i was standing on top of the staircase landing trying to aim a squirt of water at the beetle. and some acidic fumes (?!) were coming from the beetle

HAHAHA(:

P.S. SHIR DEARR. CHEER UP K<3 THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE FOR YOU TO RANT TO. (:

2008-09-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today marks the first day of EOYS. D:

Language arts paper today didnt make me too ;/ so i guess it was okay? went to meet evelyn for lunch at kap. did a fair bit of mugging. trigo forever upsets me):

ahwells. no school for the next two days- homelearning.(:

p.s. I AM HAPPY BECAUSE OF SOMETHING!(: (: (: (:

2008-09-21T22:20:00.003+08:00

another unsuccessful attempt of mugging today.D:

sigh. shall try harder tmr!:D

you dont deserve to walk into my life/

2008-09-21T11:26:00.001+08:00

AH.

allow me to scream. stupid blogger decided to be mean to me(or maybe shir) that when i tried to credit her for taking the photos, THEY KEEP DISALLOWING THAT SENTENCE AND REFUSE TO POST. -.-

okay lol so i shall make a new post instead.

CREDIT SHIRR<33 FOR TAKING PHOTOS! CAMERAWOMANN!!(:

&yes blogger sucks.

2008-09-20T00:33:00.010+08:00

yay! pictures speak a thousand words!(:

aww. how sweet. >.< haha she and her mudpie!

aww. she must be too touched(:

YAY. finally one nice photo of cao!:D

HAHA SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!<3> regina stop peeping! WE CAN SEE U! HAHA(:

yay loads of love<3>

aww >.<

REGINA HAN. WILL MISS YOU LOADS.<3

&CREDIT SHIR<3>

2008-09-20T00:33:00.007+08:00

Today was satisfying(:

did physics stuff in the morning and off i went for syo. went to szabo's place for awhile and went family shopping.

and yes = no mugging = nothing done.

FAILUREEE. D:

but in any case something made me happy and abit sad too. nevermind, failures are all like that.(:

2008-09-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

back to school after 2 days of rest.(:

totally missed school but the highness only lasted me for like a morning? hahaha and the weather in the afternoon was killing. had to do chiong chinese practice papers at like 1pm when the raging heat was like at the ultimate. -.- and whats not, alternatingn ourselves between our classrooms and lecture theatre. i guess that explains the horrible headache i've got. yay i rock.

anyway afternoon was <3! i was like stupidly listening to the recording on the bus journey home.(:

2008-09-16T20:45:00.006+08:00

I need school tmr.

whatever.

):

2008-09-15T19:37:00.004+08:00

& two tablets of panadol/painkillers dont seem to work anymore. not now.

i need the drive/

2008-09-12T00:12:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING.(:

anyway, MATH RE-TEST WAS IMBA AND OWNAGE.

it was like slightly simpler than the actual one and wth it was over in like so fast!(: yay. oh and MABEL AND I FINALLY SAW PEISHAN'S STRESS SIDE.

= messy hair everywhere + ): face + ranting to herself + "i am going to die LAH"

sigh. got nothing to say to such retards. oh and whats not. SHE SUCKS AT FINDING SIMPLE LINES OF SYMMETRY. lol and during physics lesson, mabel ps and me were like laughing at nothing for 10 minutes or so. totally went mad lah. guess it was 'cause peishan was feeling stress for math re-test, which affected both me and mabel. SEE WHOSE FAULT.;D

ahwells. in any case, the day was sucky yet amazing. well, at the very least it wasnt boring for sure and yay! i guess its another happy day(:

2008-09-08T21:31:00.001+08:00

39.4 degree celsius.

&it's still rising.

2008-09-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

good morning! *stares at clock*

great. lets see, ~~tomorrow~~ today's gonna be the start of a new term! and whats not, a term full of events i reckon. end of years, and post end of years. great.

listen up. i am so looking forward to end of years 'cause i cant wait for it to be over!

hope you can overcome your problems asap and stay happy(:

2008-09-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yayness(:

MR CHUA'S AND LIMYAN'S RECITAL WAS OWNAGE.

yay! super proud of them. and i thought the prokofiev one was the best, followed by the faure one. & goodness, loads of drama. i got quite O.O during prokofiev. super jin zhang. oh i love the octave double stops!i cant never have such perfect and nice double stops): nvm i shall jiayou!(:

oh. goodie. there's violin lesson tmr!(: i want to see mr chua's stradivari):

oh and my dad bet with me that he will dye his hair. HAHAHA(:

2008-09-04T01:07:00.003+08:00

Reminising about the past, trying to settle myself with all the regrets in the present. I guess its part of growing up. Dealing with relationship problems are a chore, but, there isnt anything i can do yeah?

i need to start accepting the fact that there are all kinds of people in the world. perhaps i've already seen the extremes, or perhaps not. i hope i did, or else i would have to start all over again, revising that cycle of emotions once more.

i need to thank you. thank you for criticizing me, allowing me to try to accept that critic despite misunderstandings, allowing me to undego rollarcoasters of emotions, allowig me to think more. Although i dont really appreciate you for giving me the chance to cry more than i should, i still want to thank you for allowing me to discover more about myself.

someone give me the courage, the mental strength. i need to hang it there.well, at least until everything's over.

&wow. Come to think, you have just seen the another side of me, didnt you?

2008-09-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

i'm sad.

&dont bother asking me why.

2008-09-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today's attempt to mug at home was pathetic. downright pathetic.

Let's see. morning was spent practising the piano. decided to do some hardcore practising and poof! 2hours passed. end up at like 11am? went up to do math assignment 14.1 and barely attempted the questions. D:

Had pizza for lunch and guess what! i spend my whole afternoon watching MISSION IMPOSSIBLE THREE. :D haha all thanks to my brother. He tempted me while i was trying to figure how to do physics sound assignment. argh. but in any case,

MI3 was AWESOMEE(: tom cruise! The whole plot was like O.O! was at the edge my of ~~seat~~ sofa ever since they were fighting into the biosthsth building at the 42nd floor!!D: lol and and I THINK LUTHER'S VERY FUNNY. hahaha!:D

ahwells. there's IH level lecture tmr. 9am. *blinks*

D:

2008-08-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

Many things made my day, mostly stuff that happened in the morning. 203. (: thanks for everything. all for the chionging of scrapbook with linghan and gang in 308 was worthwhile (&fun!) (: haha. At first when i was making my way up along with like only a handful of people, i thought alot of 203-ians back out. But guess what. While we were still heading for the 3rd floor, we heard this familiar scream of voices. "203!!!we're here! hurry hurry!" <3. i miss those familiar shouts! & not forgetting that i was quite touched too. actually not quite, but extremely. haha(:

in any case, 203's a class that continue to stay so strong, so bonded. love 203 to bits.<3 heh.

oh and i came up with a new theory on function! the more you practice, the better function will like you! psps twinnie look here! lets all love function to bits so that functions will like us back! (:

okay ignore me. heh.(:

<3!

2008-08-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME!(:

highlight of the day - Teacher's Day Celebration after nyse's rehearsal!

yes! It's our first successful event organised by exco and YAY!(: i was utterly amused/surprised by TE 07. didnt know they were so bonded! & whats not, TE 08 was like flooding ms janice with gifts too. yay ensemble bond<3>IMBA.(:

okay anyway the five of us had to stay back to clean up. CAKE FIGHT WAS LOVE!(: hahaha caoyun's vulnerable though, easy prey. enough of cakes, we moved on to the camera. lame shots taken that ranges from jump shots to proposing to forming longitudinal waves!

THEY ARE JUST LOVE<3(:

P.S. SHOUT OUT TO SHIR!<3 : relax k! dont moodswing and cheer up more often! there's more to feeling sad/sian. Stress from school is inevitable and just try to look at the bright side of life! it helps alot and yay! cheer up<3(:

2008-08-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness.

sleeping at 10pm/1030pm lately makes you wanna sleep more in class. As compared to the 3am bedtime in July, i think the latter's much more efficient in the sense that u get more working hours and same energy level the next day.

well, actually the above makes sense. imagine having hardcore mugging for math/chem from 8pm and by 10pm, desperately welcoming your bed. my my goodness. oh and whats not! I've seem to spend more time with my calculator. calculator and me. me and calculator.

okay damn. i dont sound sane. okay off for my bed. (:

2008-08-25T22:45:00.001+08:00

Should i

Should i not.

D:

2008-08-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

Look at this.

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
NO LAH

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
i dont think he's hot!

kimberlyn `indefintely says:
U SAID THAT TIME

kimberlyn `indefintely says:
DONT BLUFF

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
i think he's quite shuai!

kimberlyn `indefintely says:
U DIE
kimberlyn `indefintely says:
OMG
kimberlyn `indefintely says:
U DIE

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
i never use the word HOT please

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
WHY I DIE

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
SHIT

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
OMG

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
OMG

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
YOU DARE!

smuff; ♥PINK LOVES ORANGE! (I shall name my sim KIMBERLYN and feed her to the man-eating plant) says:
I WILL MURDER YOU

kimberlyn `indefintely says:
*smiles widely in approval*

HAHAHA. This is totally amusing. for those out there, happy guessing who that person is. (:

2008-08-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

i am very very tired!D:

Today's school was pretty slack. sorry to say but today was my first time buying food from Asian Delights. D: okay haha whatever, this's random.

Okay. anyway, school ended with a relatively low note. ps twinnies shall mug like mad for end of years. D: oh and EXCO! Let's go for mugging sessions during september hols! and to reg: NO woodlands library.HAHAHA.

dang! reg shir and i went to get the puzzle after school. despite wasting time at M404 and coronation plaza, we reached hougang as early as 4.10pm i suppose. (the meeting was at 5pm) anwyay rotted at popular before the whole thing. nothing much but the fact that when i got home, i went straight for the bed and had to force myself out of bed to settle nyse attendance. D:

ahwells. stress stress's finally building up. it's the season already. the season that everyone goes crazy over. END OF YEARS. D:

~~not like i bother to study now though. haha~~(:

p.s.HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANY WOONY. SOMEONE WAS TOUCHED! *gasp*

2008-08-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

whatever.

i thank you so much yeah?

2008-08-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

-stares at clock-

what an unearthly hour i'm in.

ahwells. in any case, i'm here to blog, and yes to post. thought for like the past 2 hours on what to blog.

oh yes! i've not mentioned- the olympic fever(: regarding the women's tabletennis, i've noticed quite a number of stuff that was quite shocking. oh my close aunt told me that there was some relationship problems that blossom in the team, in which it's both the positive and the negative. saw the personalities of the players and i have to admit, Feng's patient. Her mental strength's awesome, which drives dear wong peishan nuts. -imagine lunatic-ing around the class- (: ahwells its always good to have someone to go crazy with, epecially when you are coping with utmost pressure from that dumb place of education ~~prison of stress i'd call it.~~

oh and have i not mentioned about how zhang yining's cool? damn. She has that charisma in her-fierce & i-am-not-easy-to-take-on personality. damn cool i would say. and hmm, i shall reserve my comments on the rest but in any case, good job to them. its been hard i guess, after watching that documentary film on those young kids in China training in the gymnasium. Seriously, its heartwrenching and tear-inducing.

okay cut the crap. shir just send me the neoprints we took after meeting last monday at the dumbdumb national library. CHEESE FRIES & RETARDATION IN THE MIDST OF NEOPRINT MACHINES<3

hahaha reg's qianbian's face!:D

HAHAHA. this time round = combination of reg's constipated face along with joan's "see my teeth is so white 'cause of darlie" 's smile!:D

HAHA. i drew that ribbon on joan's head!(: aww.>.<

yay finally! the first succesful photo! exco 0809! <3

anyway TAGREPLIES.

JASLYN<3>

NICKHAN: yo dude. haha yes. man the feeling of alternating rooms every like short interval is never nice(:

STEPH: hey!(: yes this blogskin isnt original though. i chose my own picture. oh and yes how did u know i like phelps too!(: yes he is way too awesome!:D

SHANN! : FELLO PSPS TWINNIE. you suck big time! anyway i trashed you in math ws!HAHA:D

always be there yeah/

2008-08-16T12:01:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS.:D

yesterday was a happy day!(:

had school -founder's day celebration. found it rather meaningless when we dont even feel the love for school. as in, there isnt much of an atmostphere. as what caoyun has put, i hope the next celebration would be a good one. in which its teachers day celebration. lets hope.(:

oh and yesterday's afternoon was O.O. i was alternating between my rooms. like one of my rooms had the TV on and i was practising violin at the other one. so u can imagine like every 15 mins, i went over to check out the score for the national tabletennis match and guess what, i tootly thought it was a battle if singles between jiawei and that kim girl and smart enough, i got so pissed at the score that I TURNED IT OFF. wth. so its like i didnt really watch them driving for victory despite attempting to alternate between both room.-which is clearly much of a chore. D:

whatever! at night i had a satisfying violin lesson(:. it was awesome. nah i shant elaborate but YES vln lesson owns last night.

alright. i shall attempt to do tag replies again. lol its been long since i did one(:

TAG REPLIES

YSABEL: O.O HAHA be honoured again for kidnapping your umbrella!!(:

SAND: hello mehmeh(:

NICK: our band meaning? haha i didnt know u were into bands too.(:

SHIRR(: : ehh! i dont get what u mean. what insert what who said? O.O haha(:

YUZHEN: HAHA happy founder's day then! national's long gone. heh:D

MEICHUN: you retarded poot who refreshes your blog every minute! HAHAHA.